Should I envy them or...

I really envy those people who can travel anywhere/everywhere without having to think about money problems...(even if they dont have money, they still travel!)
Yeah I know their motto of life should be this "Life is short, make use of it while you can...dont think too much cause u never know when the time is coming for u to die"!

BUT

Do they really happy with their life by doing what they love to do? having to travel in and out of the country and at the end of the day...no money,feeling helpless?

I really envy them for their courage and their way of thinking... But one thing for sure... this kind of people will always tell you that they dont have money... dont have money... but amazingly...when it comes to Travel issues...NOPE Problems... MONEY will come in hand easily! Amazing eh!! This is Fact of life...

Isolated??

For some reasons I myself don't know why I'm so down this few days. I don't felt like myself anymore. I just isolated myself from everything and everyone. What has happened to me? I wonder?? Am I Tired? Sick? Frustrated? Aimless? Meaningless? I don't have any clue... I still wondering keep on yawning and wondering.

I wondered why I looked at people around me so differently as before? I can felt that they want/have something to tell me but they reluctant to tell me and keep on keeping that thing to themselves. I wonder how long will they keep it to themselves before they gonna burst it out to me??? I wonder... How long i will keep myself like this. Remain Silence and Isolating myself from everyone... I wonder??

I keep on yawner and wonder beyond this dilemma, I wonder...

I need to wake up to make myself useful again. Come on u can pass this dilemma and be yourself again. Don't give up YET! Sigh, how I wish...


"Ivy keep on her Moody mood until Evening and she is still in wondering wonderland"

Bed of Roses!

Do you belief in Miracles? Do you belief in Faith? Do you have faith in yourself and wish Miracles do happens? So much complications happens in life, that we didnt wish it ever occured to us, without any warning "SHIT THINGS" drops in front of us! without any siren, alarms,or whatsoever u call it, things happend, its happening. This is what i called "SHITs of LIFE"! Not so nice eh...

Bad things happens la! Who doesnt have one, one time or twice or thrice in their life... tell me bout' it, i can name it for u! The thing is, no one in this world ever promise to us a 100% of wonderful life and easy life. Even Jesus Christ had a painfull moments in HIS Day. God Bless JC for sacrificing so much for US! What im trying to tell u is,if u belief in Miracles, it will come to u, in the lowest part of one's life. Have FAITH and be PATIENCE... something nice and great will happen to u soon...

I cherries this POEM (I Copy from my Best Friend Nancy... Thanks Nan...)

Life is What You make it
For Every Moment Could be Your Last
Every Minute You Waster, is a Minute Lost
Every Second Spent UnHappy
Is a Second That You Never SEE Again

When There is An End
There is Always A Beggining
When There Seems To Be NO HOPE
There is Always HOPE
Remember,
When You Are In PAIN
There Is Always Someone
Wishing You're NOT
When A Door is Closed
A Window is Opened

*So SIT Back and Watch the POWER Of GOD work in Your LIFE for doing the thing that you know HE LOVES.* (Author : UNknown)

*For life is like a bed of roses, nobody said its goin to be easy, but there must be a way to solve all problems...even it so small there must be a way!*

What is LIFE called?

Flavor of LIFE... Bitter or Sweet or even salty and sour???

There are few other things which happens to our lives includes all the flavor of life such as bitter, sweet and some we cannot describes in which catagories it belongs to...

I belief many of us experiences the ups and downs in everyday life. Some are good,happy, beautiful and some are bad come to worse and you dont want to even to remember the tragedy itself.

Well, as for me, i belief whatever happens to oneself there must be some agenda GOD has create for US... some new path for us to reach and some new experience for us to learn and remember. Sweet or bitter are all the same, it gives us something for us to remember or even to hate it!

Well, looking back on those flavor of life, i know things are not meant to be easy all the time. Im struggling to make myself to remember GOD is always there for me at all the time even in those sad or confussing moments in my life. At this moment i really need my FAITH!!!