Thursday, October 11, 2007

Hari Raya blast...



Selamat Hari Raya to all my friends....
Drive Home Safely ... dont drink and drive... penat take a break at Petronas and have a free cofee break!!

Well for myself... this year i didnt plan any Raya Holiday. My niece is coming to my house and stay with me for the whole week. She will not be goin home to Semporna tis year, and its also her first experience of having to celebrate Hari Raya alone with her Aunt... so i duno wat to do during this Raya holiday. Maybe i will bring my niece for a window shoping? i duno yet. all i knew is tat i need to bring her to do her Baju kurung shoping.

Lately so many things happend around me. i have seen and heard enough of lots of unsolved stuff + bullshit dilema + egoistict emotional + selfishness and my head is spinning around. wat the hell!!! Lord... Dont let the same thing happend to my Family , Amen.... I prayed.
huh so many problems and troubles happend to my friend at one time. I hope he can see the light from above and he can settle his marriage problems soon. so emotional and so hard-hearted. Poor souls... pity him... i wonder why he didnt notice people around him is talking behind his back? ooo wat can i say... i pity my friend, pity the wife. Both also blinded by their own egos. Love is so blind, opps not love is blind but my friend is blind. he is blinded by his own emotional eyes (not heart). Why i said he is pity? because he is in love with another greedy soul, and let his wife stand alone. The not so good part is tat, his love is a forbiden love ( he is in love with another's soul wifey, i may called she is "the greedy soul")never get enough and never think of other's souls life...she will drinks with feast to any trapped souls till they shrink to the end of it. Gosh not good to talk bad about ppl tau.... (Winx ***) True story.... never ever do something bad to other people, though it might get back to u someday.... (shiverssss)

Thursday, October 4, 2007

Out of Curiosity

Out of the blue... i have this eager mind to search for a fortune teller. So i begin my search on the net... i google and google and google... found few websites, and this website actually open my eyes a bit lar: http://www.ofesite.com/spirit/palm/
= quite interesting website but i still cannot satisfied my curiosity when i visited the website. i want some answers not some pain in the neck to answer all their questions. I havent give up yet...nope ( goin to do some google search lagi ni).

Tell u the truth, i havent get my satisfaction. Im thinking of goin to pay a visits to the real Fortune Teller itself. There's a lot of questions that i want and would like to ask and was hoping i can ease my curiosity la. So i began with my master searching, asking friends if they can help me, trying to find out where to go and how much, the accuracy of the reading... etc lar. My colleagues try to help somehow, telling me their experience with Fortune teller...

My colleagues first expression arr, some shows me positive looks and some shows me their sleepy expression lar(muka poyo) hahah. ya la, maybe they a bit suprise lar, and was wondering la why on earth this IVY suddenly want to go and depends her future on those Fortune Teller arr... some kind of expressions lar i got from them. oh well, i dont care what they think of me lar. im the one who is goin to jerpodise my future rite, not their future rite, so what la!

So... i am still searching for the best fortune teller contestants (let me know if u got some friends or know where to find them)will be very grateful LOL...

Why i want to go and met the Fortune Teller? aha this is an interesting question and answer i can give u. Well u know, recently, i had some big decisions to make and some unresolved matters to think about. im totally piss off with some of this matter cause the same problems will always comes back to me.. Fed up already. Maybe its not wise to go and seek for a fortune teller to tell me what i should do and what my future life would be kan. oh well what is more interested to me is that to know the bad things rather that the good things. i dunt know la, i feel if i know the bad things kan... i can prepared myself for it when the time comes... all my friends said i dont know what im doing... hahahha ( curiosity inside me crawling begging me to let them out) hahaha

what do u think i should do? should i or shouldnt i go and seek for supernatural advice??? let me know...

part of me begging me to go for it, part of me pula, bilang... sabar2 ba saja ko sana... hahahhaha

entah la.... time will tell me what i should i do kan? Just PRAY and belief in HIM lor... :)