The Holiday

Holiday... look at me. so relexing on a hottie day. tired ooo. have to walk looking for best place to set our picnic gear...hehe so funny we didnt bring any gear ( my dd forgot to bring) , luckly we got plastic bag (emergency) for sitting la. walked and walked...this is soooo like SAbah forest ... so relaxing. wah miss goin back kk lor... nvmind wait july i'll be back. miss the food.. miss the environment... so good ley...tomorow its a long journey ... goin to kl for 6 hours. last friday i was stuck on the jam...damn i reach singapore at 2 am... supposely can reach at 11.oopm what the f...k. kasian DD wait me from another point to another point. cause my bus rosak, then the road jammed. we kena tukar bus pula tu. failed ooo...but ok la... later i pun in all the pic... so bored DD go to work. me alone again...

Friday Mood

Today im goin off early... goin to have a long journey about 6 hours to Singapore.. I will be offline until 2nd May.. on the 3rd will be back to work. Today im alone in the office, oh dear my dear koliq took leaves early. its almost 9am where the rest? so bored. Yesterday i straightened my hair. now it look gorgouse... haha... before this im so tired maintaining my hair, i need to blow it every morning if not then i will look like " a very bad Hair day" everyday... gosh im glad it end oledy. sigh.. today i have a lot of things to resolve... sure la have to ask one... kan kan kan... okie have a nice day ahead...

Tuesday Mood

Today i reach office early in the morning, about 8.15am im in the office oledy... today i tried the 6.30am bus. wow, so early i reach kl sentral, about 7.15 am im there oledy. the 6.30am bus didnt take the new route instead it went directly to kl. wow, so im goin the reach early la everyday. no choice la, if i want to take the 7.00am bus i reach late to kl. emm woke up early today at about 5.30am, then went out from house at about 6.00am. so early, have to walked to the bus station in the dark. reach there at about 6.20am. just nice, reach there the bus is waiting ... and zzzz in the bus lorr...

oh if like this everyday, i think im gonna die la... tired and tired. sure la tired.. go to work its still dark and go home from work also dark oledy. yesterday i reach home at about 8.30pm. wow, wannna try my day routine? reach home, so tired to do anything. then ate maggie mee saja lorr. slept early, cannot sleep every 1 hour i woke up.. damn. its started at 12.00am then drag to 1am,2am,3am,4am and 5am...time to woke up. the body so tired. the body alarm so confused. alahai teruk nya. how to cope with this body alarm ya???

Rainny Day

its rainy day... life is good... yeah... sure la good... i manage to finished up my crossstich... yeah. felt so good man. oh yeah... try to live for a better life. the road is waiting for me to discover it. so why hesitate? why wait? just open my eyes and open my first step to look forward... yeah..welcome to my world. gloomy world... no no no... not gloomy but colorful life... sure or not? sure la... so sure.. pretty damn sure...

friday im goin to S'pore again... Thursday is a public holiday for us here. Pertabalan Agung ... oh well, goin for a long holiday ... 30th April im on leave. good. 27th on half day... emm sure la. need to reajust my life.. for sure. Wish me LUCK...

Yeah man, today the Rapid Bus tooks the new route... wow, im so not like it. will be late if follow the bus. sure la today i reach kl sentral almost 830 am. i went out from house about 6.30 am and i only reach kl about 8.30 am? sucks la the bus.... geram ni...

Oh my GOSH

20/April/2007 - What a day... right now im so confused about my LIFE...especially my love life... arrrgh what can i say? i was so down right now.. needy to say.. i say if i could turn back the clock... i would do it. so much i could say, i dont know where i stand right now. pretending im ok with all this mess, pretending i understand everything. nothing else i want in this life, i just want the people around me to be happy. me? who dont want to be happy in life? life is like u sleeping in a bed spreads with roses full of thorns. sometimes it can be beautiful, but most of the time everything is not like what we have planned for. understanding is important here. do i understand all the consiquences behind all the lies? :) only me can answer that. oh what a big leap in my life. now i have to bring my life to most of it. i know i should do it long ago but TIME always keeps me from doing it. for sure there's no turning back right now. whatever decision i make today it will reflects the whole situations later. bring yourself embrace yourself... i know u will not regret for the things comes to u later. people keep on forcing me to do this and that...asking me this and that... telling me i should get married by now, have children, and have a family, who on earth dont want a life with family in it? tell me? but this is a big decision to make, me alone cannot make it happens... its takes 2 to tango right? if i can do it myself...i wish i could ...people around please understand the situations here. talk is easy but to makes it happen it not like eating peanuts. oooo im so confused and MAD. HELP here...

I felt so DOWN

Today early in the morning the stupid JC came to my place and "ORDERED / TOLD" me that im goin to do "TESTING, DOCUMENTATION, TEST SCRIPT" for this ED project alone... WHAT the FUCK... she pandai2 sendiri2 buat semua keputusan sendiri without telling me ya...the shit woman go and update the BIG BOS, told him that i dont have any work to do..im so free.. walauwei, dia ni GILA ka apa ni? saya so FREE la di office ni... dorang ni kan pandai2 saja siok sendiri. Dia BILANG sia teda KERJA mau buat? WHAT THE HELL !!@#$$% this stupid woman thinks she the BOSSSSS arrrr? ^&**#%% her la... come to my desk and senang2 order me around la... who do u think u are? shit la... saya punya la banyak kerja mau buat she pandai2 saja bilang i no kerja. hai sia mara betul today... fuck her head lar...

im mad... mad ,mad, mad, like a mad cow... what a day... some day...

Monday Blues

Before i goin for lunch, better i jot a few lines...curi-curi...busy like HELL.Arrrggggg...Executive Dashboard...SIHAT Project... all need to kasih finish. Somemore KRSTE.my document ada byk lagi... "Need to buy NEW hands" anyone ? i want to eat ice-cream... Ha'agen DAzz; BAskin RObins... Lekka-lekka ... ban and jerry ...arrrgggh ..so nice...see the pic. Banana Split.... (akhirnya i makan paddle pop dari 7'11 ...hahaha)

u know i got this nicknames at office... supermarket girl..the reasons cause i got a lot foods on my table (mainly cookies + sweets) sebut saja apa i mesti ada punya :) , alalaalala sepa juga yg untung...my koliq juga kan... dapat makan free...

today i walked with Jetli from house to ERL... penat juga la. my shoes was killing me. silaka punya kasut... makan kaki sia aar... nasib baik i got handplast in hand... :) sleep on the bus... sakit my punggung oooo ( orang kk bilang Pantat) hahaha duduk dlm bus yang kerusi dia cuma plastik without the dunlop... wow my ass nipis liau.... shit! what a day

Friday the 13th...

Hi...this is the new me... well im look fat though...with the new hairstyle. kind of miss my long hair though... haha look blur right, morning smile + face goin off to work... sempat lagi tido dlm bus...

oh ya kan...today i cuba my first jogging to ERL...walking from house to the bus stand to take bus to KL.. oh well it tooks me about 25 minutes juga la ... a bit tired but what the hell, i still can sleep on the bus. I moved out from house at about 6.20am (wah still dark oooo) , then walk to ERL...scarry? no la, kena hon kereta perkara biasala tu... hehe amoi lawa kan jalan satu urang pagi2 buta... keke

maybe after tis i will do my walking la every morning, memandangkan itu bus susah mau dapat begitu awal. kalo ada pun bukan mau berhenti sbb dorang kata, dorang belum start lagi. mau go breakfast kunun... Yeah la tu... wah bole la i slim kan badan i lepas ni... keke

wah... i need to learn how to wear make-up... tried to (look at the pic... but still need improvement, make up tiada gia tu... blusher saja + lipstick) learn learn learn...

Boring Day

Oh my GOD... Sure damn bored today. sure die la tis ... Damn day , its started early this morning, waited for bus to work but the DAMN bus was so so late, i didnt make it to catched the next bus to KL (7.oo am bus) . By then have to take the 7.30 am bus lar...sure the jalan jammed punya... somemore today got JUSCO sales di Puchong JUSCO. Mesti jammed. itu radio cakap itu jalan aar sudah manyak jammed ooo, orang ramai aarrr pigi shopping awal pagi woooor... siau ley!! semua ambil kesempatan mau kasi abis duit, waaaarrrrg ... Siau siau ley... so im late... hahaha, shit i have to take the taxi to mont kiara alone...sure kena mahal punya. kan i da kate... i kena RM8.00 padahal the meter shows RM 7.20 saja... kureng punya kaling...cilake... siau!!! Haiya wat a day... oh well tomorrow sure i will try to walk from house to ERL... sure i need to go out from house as early as 6.15 am...wah still gelap ley...what to do... jauh juga ERL tu mau jalan kaki... takpe, takpe morning exercise... (actually lama suda i mau try jalan kaki but i malas... ) wahhhh... nasib baik tomorrow friday, yeah friday...

kerja bertimbun ni... kena belajar benda baru. Now as im just being promoted to a permenant staff (kunun) sebelum ni cuma kuli contract saja...wakakaka... maka makin banyakla kerja i kena buat. sure naik gila punya... now i kena belajar buat manual (user guide) ; buat QA - software testing and juga training ... wah sure gila la i tak lama lagi... i need HELP...

All i need is a long holiday which im planned to have by end of these month. Maybe going down to Singapore again... sure la... pigi kasi abis duit dulu aaarrrrr....

Cold Wednesday

Back to work...yesterday i EL ...Stress... this is my new look... later i will upload my hair version ... wow so fucking tired la. workload so damn banyak (keke) need to take a long holiday which i will be looking on end of this month. will be goin to visit my DD again ... :)